I'm stuck... I want more than what I have. I have doubts about what I'm doing, is it really the right path after all? It doesn't feel right, but what other choice do I have? I've had what I want and lost it. Change happens. I'm tired. Everything about this makes me doubt my power, energy, intuition, ability, everything I believe in. I'm losing my faith in me and that's about as hard as losing Maggie. Speaking of her, I miss her too. I just want everything fixed. Is that too much to ask? Really? I want peace... my piece of peace and a little for my family too.